So these were a few of the pics taken whilst I was on holiday in Cornwall and I have to say, as nice as it was down there, it has brought about some of the most challenging thoughts that I have had in a while. Without the strict routine that I have become so used […]
A little something I had written a few years ago…my mentality has improved quite a bit since then, probably. I dunno, but this may be triggering?? ~0~ She’d spent much of her life watching others; their happiness, anger, agony, joy. All of it. In her years, she had supported many; though she had failed to […]
More and more and more, I find myself stuck in the past. Things I wished had not been, pushing me closer and closer to the edge of despair. Every ounce of this problem was my fault. I should never have done what I had done. I am not worthy of care. Mother blames her, but […]
People can be so cruel sometimes. They can turn their backs when you think they’re there for you, and this can leave damage beyond repair. Nothing can change what they have done, but it should not be that suffering should be so profuse on the individual that it can be life destroying. It is not […]
There’s a girl who dances in the rain, She twirls and spins, And rattles through the pain, Toe to heel, And slide and shine, She feels her morose grow, In the end, It’s she, who falls, Over and Over again.
Imagine this; a girl, barely fourteen and believing everything in her life is finally going alright. She has a good group of friends and is able to eat whatever she feels like without concern. Imagine this; the girl finding out that someone she had called a close friend, a good friend, possibly even a best […]
These routines are possibly some of the worst to deal with. Due to a lack of spontaneity within myself, I find myself slave to many of them. On some days, even considering ignorance of these routines can destroy my days. In order to combat these I need to find other methods in which I can […]